Sometimes you seem trapped within yourself, within your habits, or within how things have happened in the past.
You never know what path you are going to end up on or how long it takes to get there. Things don't always work out they way you want or expect.
Life is tricky. Whenever you think you have it figured, something happens. I have just learned to learn.
We are all inherently stubborn. We get stuck going through the motions. Experiencing life in cycles instead fully experiencing it.
Until we admit it and break the habit.